What is your twin flame story?
12.06.2025 00:17
It was a period of confusion and learning more about this connection n journey that was starting
From that good morning message,to calls during the day to hundreds of texts,we spent the whole of Monday together,he at the office and me at home but binded as one,connected by a fiery energy n all this seemed like a fairytale,a dream or a scripted movie …..it was a fantasy!
We didn't spare each other a bruise or blow,we felt it'd would make us hate each other n leave this bond n move on with our lives just like we had been doing in our previous relationships,
I dreamt my mother had died and I cried so much in my dream. What does it mean?
At this moment,
He started to talk more n more about his wife,
Knowing we're under the same sun is ENOUGH!!
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When he realized he hadn't been himself for quite sometime n needed to breath n focus.
It was anything goes, just to get rid of each other permanently
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It was a time of confusion n denial n betrayal,a test of our love which was to usher the greatest pain in human history……(the separation, running n chasing n the DNOTs).
He questioned why I loved him,
We could call each other n disconnect upon hearing that voice on the other side
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We planned for a date on Thursday early morning.
Live the life you can be proud of n if you find that you're not, you can try again.
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Like a wild fire spreading fast
He then again texted a good morning on Monday and we started talking from there,
It's like this panic takes your grace n beauty reason we call it purging.
What I saw in him ,
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This was happening fast
It was like a bride waiting for the groom at the altar shaking n shivering unsure if he'd turn up or whether he changed his mind n that'd surely kill me.
You will be thankful grateful n changed.
You will remain lost till you surrender n that was my escape which takes time effort n acceptance
I love him ( I love you John) n am so grateful that u agreed to do this for me.
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He was the lamp through which I was able to see myself.
Forever n ever n ever!
We spent like a month trying all means to hurt each other.
The panic was real,
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When you're loved right, you bloom!
My heartbeats would increase, beat abnormally just to see a message from him n I'd reply quickly,
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He set me free n he was the catalyst for my rebirth
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I have kept the last quote you sent me n here it is;
NOW,
Didn't put any thought into it,
You have 💯 changed this woman n I truly hope when it's time for you to step in the podium,
There'll be turbulence n I was hit by a physical skin disease, lost too much weight and depression strike….I too lost myself along with him
He made sure I didn't lack anything ,
To my surprise,
Thank you for loving me wholly n selflessly
( Our connection was realized after that first call n texts that would follow)
The replacement was my lookalike
Love n light.
His breathing over the phone,every sentence he made,the way he spoke….I fell hard for him n fast
He even asked for my advise to move on like I had
This journey has driven me closer to the devine n if that was its purpose,
I never lost words to say to him
Didn't know he'd call/text again n also
I wish you nothing but the very best
It's now 2025,a healed woman ,a blessed woman living her dreams ,not yet there but am progressing for sure.
I really longed for this man ,this specific stranger….he was making me feel things I had never felt before n I wanted to explore him,every bit of him…
I radiated in all angles,I felt like an angel 😇 n I was astonishingly beautiful,I was glowing ,my heart had finally found it's match it was truly amazing
It was killing me every time I saw him with someone else but I had a lot of pride ,
It was in my happiest era
He was coz he called to ask what that meant n I acted like I didn't care coz he too was seeing someone ,
May the hands of the devine keep you safe from danger
I need you to live even if that life won't be spent with me
You could literally hear my heart beats from a mile
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But every single night,past 3am,there we were, typing n deleting,unable to sleep thinking about each other,
Blessings
That meant making difficult decisions even if one of us would be hurt
My heart was misbehaving n never in my life had I felt like this before.
I felt seen n loved n enough n complete!!
When your body want to purge all that enormous negative energy,
He too became obsessed with me….. I could tell.
I'd rather when we were in the confusion mode coz at least I knew what he was thinking about n his feelings
He'd tell me that he felt alone in “ this”
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I don't even know how to explain it,
Every man would be happy to have me n get married to me, all this, so I could leave him and have a life,
This few days had been feeling great,with high spirits n zest for life
Damn it There was something about his voice,so deep n so powerful!
I'd re-read our messages one by one n that became my passion,to look at his pictures,check whether he was online or a text from him,
Everything had gone.
I couldn't wait to reply to his messages whenever he sent them
This was emotional damage n it was draining….
It's like my blood pressure was high
He complained about me messing up his life ,
Am living for this woman who has endured so much,to me,this woman is a hero n am so proud of her,she has beat all odds to be here today.
From Waking each other up to checking up on each other during the day, knowing if the other had eaten….I started trusting him,I knew where he would be n at what time of the day doing what n with who. I found no single fault in him,he was pure perfection.
He even joked about feeling like a teenager all over again
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Though he wanted me out of his life ,he couldn't bear to see me with someone else
SO,
I felt beautiful inside n out
He too loved me ,there was no second guessing
( If only he was in this platform,maybe one day he'll follow me here through the guidance of the devine n if it happens,listen to Luke combs (“ love you anyway” )
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It was mutual,we both knew it,there was no question about it.
He loved my voice n had said he was drawn to me in ways he couldn't even explain
I was so so connected to the stranger and we both missed each other terribly
I will always love you.
The foundation of our love was built on Monday unknowingly.
I have no regrets 😊 😊
A father and a husband n chose to drop everything,
Well,
He had made mistakes in the last 3 months n he felt it was time to right them
To tell you the truth,3 days of talking to this man had us fall hopelessly in love n I knew deep in my soul that this was true love,
Didn't think we'd be more, not one bit,
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He thought I was doing okey without him not knowing it was a pretense
Still,it didn't work.
N when I typed those replies my fingers would tremble,my heart racing
But even on this one, he was unable to get me out of his system.
Seeing him walk through the door,my heart jumped n I stood up to greet him ,we hugged n kissed n for as long as I'll live,I'll never be able to explain what happened in that very moment coz it had me asking him “ what is happening to me” and he corrected me by saying…..” to us” n I smiled 😀
Ours was a day well spent , n to meet again,that would be in his terms.
But now,
He actually called to ask if I got home safe n that's when i saved his number,
I know you've accepted this love .
Keep going ,keep healing n keep the faith.
N I too felt like a girl who had hit adolescent, was undergoing puberty n infatuation all at the same time.
He started blaming me for so much ,he began looking for ways to end it,even if it meant making me feel bad provided I'd leave him.
Am so proud of you n the man i know you've become,
When he realized who he was,
I know u been through your fair share of tribulations
I couldn't reach him,no calls no texts ,no saying anything,no closure no reason ….
Regarding my tf, the love he poured to me, will be enough to see me through a lifetime
We stood there,looking at each other for a few minutes before hugging again n saying nothing at all,the kind of nothing that meant everything , n from that moment on,we became inseparable.
Then came Tuesday,Doubled
It's like I had waited all my life to hear this voice
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We became each other's focus project and aim.
N though, you might not know about tfs,
That I was a beautiful woman
We both had the answers yet we only met on Sunday n because we couldn't wait any longer,
I remember when I met him, on a Sunday,
He became all I was living for, just to open my WhatsApp page n see him online my heart would skip a beat ,I felt like he saw me through,there was nowhere to hide .
Becoz he didn't want me to leave home or be stressed with anything
It was too much of obsession,like cocaine high,
U understand who we are in your own way
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I too looked for ways to make him jealous
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It has made me wiser,a more rounded human being,I know who I am ,am in love with the lady I see staring back at me in the mirror n I wanna take care of her n protect her at all cost
Apart physically but together spiritually and emotionally
I want to recall 3 months later when things became bad n messy for us, 😢
My body temperature unbalanced
( if he didn't call or text me n if I was never to see him again, I'd have escaped the tf journey bcoz our first meeting didn't leave an impact at all)
Waiting for him to arrive was like waiting for the biggest miracle of my life ,
Confusion was at its peak n finally he run unable to sum up everything that was happening n this was the last thing my soul wasn't prepared for.
Live long !!
For the Iove i wholeheartedly poured into you. I hope it has fueled you to purpose….something you can be proud of.
I acted like it was nothing but was so broken inside
I started feeling empty little by little n whatever we were doing to each other was hurting n driving each other to the far edge,
None of it was working coz I still loved wanted n needed him n wasn't afraid to tell him exactly what he meant to me n this didn't go well with his plans n so he chose a replacement to either make me feel jealous n end our connection or for him to move on n forget me…